yeah....going back out with zack...but i am sooo much happier than i have been in a long time. he is so sweet to me. i never thought zack wells of all people could treat a girl like a lady, but he can...wow...blows my mind. he has his moments but i mean he is only 15 and he will continue to have those moments till he is 40. lol...that's just guys. lol. but yeah. words could not explain. not right now anyways...laters

umm...yeah...not going out with zack anymore. not going out with anyone for that matter. i don't know. i really don't want to go out with anyone right now. i'm still too hurt by what david did to me. i just don't get why he would do that. guys are so retarded. i still love him and all, but he doesn't even remotely care about me anymore. it kinda stinks. but oh well. when autumn gets back from europe, we are going on a double date with justin and one of his friends. yay! i haven't been on a date since valentines day....and that didn't go too well....let me tell ya....good lord that kid didn't talk at all...lol...but oh well...maybe i'm just not an interesting person. who knows. well this is all for now. no one reads this anyways...it's just more or less for my sanity. lol! later days!

yeah so i am going out with zack now. have been for a couple of weeks. i never get to see him though. it kinda sucks but what can i do? ya know?

fuck guys. they all suck. they break your heart and then act like they are fine with every thing they have lost. i want all this to go away

I still feel awful. I wrote him an email and he won't talk to me now. Am I a frog or something? Gs! I mean, all Autumn has to do is walk into a place and she has guys falling all over her. Me, I can't even get a date. Maybe I am a frog. I don't care any more. Guys stink. No offense to those of you who are reading this. Just my experience. I must be destined to be an old maid or something. GB

It's been three days and I can not get over him. I really really really want to be with him, but he doesn't want to put up with the long distance thing anymore. What really gets me is that he tells me that he still loves me and calls me his angel still. I don't think I can handle that. G's. My life absolutly sucks! GB

Well this just puts the icing on the cake. I just got dumped. I still really really really like him though. I don't know what to do. My head is all messed up. I'm a cryin mess and I wish all my stupid bad luck would come to an end sometime! GB