umm...yeah...not going out with zack anymore. not going out with anyone for that matter. i don't know. i really don't want to go out with anyone right now. i'm still too hurt by what david did to me. i just don't get why he would do that. guys are so retarded. i still love him and all, but he doesn't even remotely care about me anymore. it kinda stinks. but oh well. when autumn gets back from europe, we are going on a double date with justin and one of his friends. yay! i haven't been on a date since valentines day....and that didn't go too well....let me tell ya....good lord that kid didn't talk at all...lol...but oh well...maybe i'm just not an interesting person. who knows. well this is all for now. no one reads this anyways...it's just more or less for my sanity. lol! later days!